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Name: celia
Country: United States
State: Tennessee
Metro: Smyrna
Birthday: 1/2/1991
Gender: Female


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Tuesday, November 28, 2006

"and all you have to do is cry"
and that's all I want to do....
But I don't think I have any tears left in my eyes
after last night...
it's not fair
a girl should be able to cry if she wants to

things to cry about::
Danielle
Reice
Baby #2
Stress
Not skinny enough
Not pretty enough
Not smart enough
Stepping over boundaries
Not knowing what to say
Not knowing how to fix what I ruined
Missing someone
Wishing it wasn't four.frikkin.days
Wondering about life/the future
Wondering if he loves me
Wondering if I'm worth
Should I graduate early
and on the list could go...*sigh*

maybe they're right?
we'll find out.

I want to believe in something..in a God, a higher being, a higher force...something. but the more I live life the less of me can believe. I wish I were like those people I know who have such strong faith and know for sure what they believe..I want that crutch, that something that is so strong and unified and beautiful. 
I want to believe in something.

 


Sunday, October 29, 2006

something bout the way the hair falls in your face
i love the shape you take when crawling towards the pillowcase...


Wednesday, October 04, 2006

it hasn't felt like this before
it hasn't felt like home...before you

and I miss you more than I should
than I thought I could
can't get my mind off of you.


Sunday, August 13, 2006

ew.

and you're dumb


Thursday, August 03, 2006

need a hug?
me too.
I wonder..are we both out of luck
or is that just me?



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